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I haven't done that since... Well, I don't think I've done one ever. I'm so disorganized. It's amazing how writing my ideas down has calmed me down about the whole thing, instead of having them run wild in my head driving me insane. Why had I never done this before?

Watched The Duchess today, which made me sad and reminded me of my novel. Why must I always go for the angst?

I started revising one of my Plaude fics last night, but images of Milo from the latest Heroes ep kept distracting me and taking me to my happy place. It's not my fault! I'm weak! He's pretty! What's a poor girl to do?

Except that I just wrote smut. And my brain is in my happy place. And I'm stuttering, because I do when I'm in my happy place. Sorry, it's not Kiro. But there shall be OT3 smut soon, after Adam reborn fic. But first I need to get my brain back together.

I don't know about anyone else, but that's a big number for me. Really big number. Although I have been averaging 1,500 lately since I started working on this fic a week ago, mostly because of all the dialogue and because visiblemarket has been prodding me. I feel so tired yet happy at the same time and considerably less stressed than half an hour ago. I may hopefully *begs some higher power* get the first draft done tomorrow. I wasn't even supposed to be writing this, but visiblemarket insisted so much and Claude refused to shut up (I have been repressing the urge to write Claude for months, that might have something to do with it). As soon as I finish this, I'm going back to the stuff that's waiting in the hard drive, which is quite a lot. Yes, everything I've mentioned is still active, I just have to get to it.

The fic is Claude/Adam, if you hadn't guessed already. ;)